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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

u n t o u c h e d

i was quite amazed that, boyf's friends, a married couple, 24, wife pregnant wit 2nd baby .
i would say it's quite a commitment .
some couples tend to forget how much a baby changes their life or how much time is required to be devoted .
your life will then revolves around your baby and issues in life turn challenging .
especially for unprepared couples . difficult time in keeping up wit baby & job at the same time . financial and emotional struggle .
so i guess a wiser way is to judge and work on the level of success in marriage first before stepping into any new commencement .

I was at a bookstore yesterday & I came across this pretty interesting book 'BETTER SINGLE THAN SORRY'
wit a pretty interesting line 'No Regrets Guide in Loving Yourself and Never Settling' .
this book tells people, it is never that bad to be single than to having a relationship that is not right anymore .
my favourite line:
DON'T fear and never go for anything less than what you deserves of .
i think it applies in any way .

then, twice, I came across this,
once on CLEO, happiness is not about chasing fleeting moments of joy but rather how to create the most meaningful life for yourself
once from a book, it says something like,
happiness is something u make out of , not by finding . and doing things that gives u contentment paves u the route of happiness .

very subjective lines . but maybe, maybe, life is not that bad after all, all that is needed is for us to add in a little spice, not all can comprehend but it is never a price too high to pay to explore a little further .
life is blank, maybe i should change my point of angle in life and
start creating my

m e a n i n g - s

♥ 2:17 PM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

emo spongebob

firstly . updates of bits .

friday - 20th feb 09 .

in the day, as usual, unfruitful job interviews .
dinner wit boyf & kin .
new addiction the founder's bak kut teh @ balestier, heavenly tasty !
after dinner, boyf wants more food ! boyf wants tau huay !
apparently kin & i were bloated, in fact, im swollen up, so the both of us only had tau huay zhui .
then, to the usual pub 'talk cock sing song' @ thomson's .
this time round, kin did not request to sing 一眼瞬间 cos he's afraid that the waitresses there will deem himself & me as 那两个'一眼瞬间'的人来了 o.O
the day ended wit a self-claimed drunk man started shouting and screeching along wit the songs at the backseat, and decidedly, Ms & Mr Awake went along wit him ..........

saturday - 21st feb 09 .
accompanied boyf for swim @ yis stadium, i was too tired for a swim, so he swam while i have my pack of super ring & bottle of green tea . hee hee .

went thomson's again, this time, for MA LA STEAMBOAT .
for the first time after multiple visits, i finally take note of the price .
it's $18.90++ per head . quite value for money, but definitely not recommendable for jiayu . =X
each couples had 3 cans of drinks on average but coupling up wit boyf gives us a total of 6 cans (i only had 1 can) -.-
over all, filling dinner, nice chat . :)

picked zeyi from bugis

boyf texts: i go pick u .
zeyi texts: so sweet ar come pick me .
boyf texts: i v sweet one u dunno meh .

FAINTS! SO GAY!

went to this so-called pub by the sea @ punggol .
the route to that place is so eerie!
i seriously think we were the kind souls who brought food for the mosquitoes there -.-
awww... i dont want beer belly :(

poker craze
it started off wit...
my samsung went ga-ga and was temporary replaced wit spare nokia, and it happened that nokia has texas hold'em game application .
and it ended up wit...

boyf: can i play a game?
me: okay, one game only ar.
(game ended, he lost)
me: done, u lost, gimme back . my turn .
boyf: one more game , one more game . (went to another corner)
me: last ar! *stares*
(game ended by folding)
me: oie! my phone?
boyf: fold not counted . one more game .
me: @#%T#T%@#%$!%#$
boyf: (totally ignores me) one last game ..... last okay , last . (engrossed...)

and for the rest of the night ...

best has yet to be...

boyf: lets play poker wit cards .
me: okay .

before dinner ...

boyf: one game first .
me: okay .
(game ended, i lost)
me: D I N N E R T I M E !
boyf: one last game .
me: o.O L A S T .
(game ended, i won)
boyf: one more , u deal .
me: foooooddddd........ i want foooooodddddddddd....

i lost 56 bucks .

THE END

♥ 1:53 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

back here. to blog.

little updates bout me-unbeautiful- self

unemployed .

yes, either/both 'STILL' and 'AGAIN' makes a perfect description for me in this case .

hv been gg for multiple interviews, no news, no responses, till derrick (who is working at PS/ my interviews are mostly held in town) goes like: "why are u here again? interview ah?"

sighs .

boyf .

fully coated wit honey .

h a p p y v a l e n t i n e ' s

MOVIES : benjamin buttons - an extraordinary life of an extraordinary man . slumdog millionaire - inspiring , funny movie , life for us isn't that bad after all compared .

& the recent v caught up in this v healthy-sporty lifestyle (jog jog jog- excl me/ swim- incl me) .

in the midst of reading CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC (upcoming movie), he bought for me thinking it is a MUST-HAVE for jerilyn after the CNY shopping spree i had . ha ha .

gonna get a new set of bikini for me self to hv nice tan again at the beach wit him .

life can't get any sweeter .

girlfs,

jiayu - my lovely darling .

Astons was definately recommendable, v affordable prices, up to standard quality of food, lagging behind is their v extended time serving .

bad Prawning experience at bishan last friday .

need to return her P.S I love you, one highly recommended book . in it, u learn to treasure life & happenings, value people, learn about the experience of seeing new lives entering this world and existing ones leaving to another world , u always move on wit life , there's a will there's a way.

mandy - recently-turned-independent-lady .

met baby at JP for coffee last week . i'm so proud of her now , she's turning into a lady .

lynn - sunshine dear

u promised to meet up during march . :)

meeting up wit ling & jing :)

cause' in your eyes, i'd like to stay, stay .

♥ 2:19 AM